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    Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
    3:02 am
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    Sunday, June 12th, 2005
    12:55 pm
    yeah i just got back from Aarons party it was so fun
    there was like 40 somethin people we had a huge mosh and this badn was there it was alright we skated at this car garage till like ..12:30 at night
    some people broke into KFC and stole like a box of apple sauce and walkie talkies
    yeah it was sweet
    Saturday, June 11th, 2005
    11:16 am
    oh shit
    i jsut woe up
    im hungry
    kinda
    im bored
    and i wanna hang out today
    my back hurts who will massage me idk hwo to spell message or w/e

    yeah

    i ate like 4 twix bars...
    vdu
    Thursday, June 9th, 2005
    9:07 pm
    wtf man...idk what to do.........

    oh well...grrrrrrr :(:(:(
    Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
    6:49 am
    yeah..
    it was so hot yesterday :(

    i wanna hang out with someone this week anyoen wanna?



    going to hell.err school


    ttyl
    Monday, June 6th, 2005
    8:28 pm
    My name is Jamie
    I am but three,
    My eyes are swollen
    I cannot see,


    I must be stupid
    I must be bad,
    What else could have made
    My daddy so mad?


    I wish I were better
    I wish I weren't ugly,
    Then maybe my mommy
    Would still want to hug me.

    I can't speak at all
    I can't do a wrong
    Or else I'm locked up
    All the day long.

    When I awake I'm all alone
    The house is dark
    My folks aren't home.
    When my mommy does come
    I'll try and be nice,
    So maybe I'll get just
    One whipping tonight.

    Don't make a sound!
    I just heard a car
    My daddy is back
    From Charlie's Bar.

    I hear him curse
    My name he calls
    I press myself
    Against the wall.

    I try and hide
    From his evil eyes
    I'm so afraid now
    I'm starting to cry.

    He finds me weeping
    He shouts ugly words,
    He says its my fault
    That he suffers at work.

    He slaps me and hits me
    And yells at me more,
    I finally get free
    And I run for the door.

    He's already locked it
    And I start to bawl,
    He takes me and throws me
    Against the hard wall.

    I fall to the floor
    With my bones nearly broken,
    And my day continues
    With more bad words spoken...

    "I'm sorry!", I scream
    But its now much too late
    His face has been twisted
    Into unimaginable hate.

    The hurt and the pain
    Again and again
    Oh please God, have mercy!
    Oh please let it end!

    And he finally stops
    And heads for the door,
    While I lay there motionless
    Sprawled on the floor.

    My name is Jamie
    And I am but three,
    Tonight my daddy
    Murdered me.


    There are thousands of kids out there just like Jamie.
    And you can help.

    Sickens me to my soul If you just read this and don't pass it on I pray for you, because you would have to be one heartless person to not be effected by this email. And because you are effected, do something about it!! All I am asking you to do, is take some time to send this on and acknowledge that this stuff does happen, and that people like her dad do live in our society, and I pray for child abuse to wither out and die, but also pray for the safety of our youth.

    Please pass this poem on because as crazy as it might
    sound, it might just indirectly change a life. Hey, you NEVER know.

    Please send this on if you are
    *~*AGAINST CHILD ABUSE*~*








    Sounds like me. Ecept worse things, and I didn't die. Unfortunatley :(

    Current Mood: depressed
    8:24 pm
    yeah, life sucks. only time i'm happy is when i talk to

    Saveria
    Peter
    Rachel
    Rachel
    Ben
    Kevin
    Mechy
    Tina
    Brittney
    Lisa



    and believe me thats nto alot because i talk to so many people in a school day
    Saturday, June 4th, 2005
    6:14 pm
    :(
    im so sad
    confused
    lonely
    Friday, June 3rd, 2005
    5:42 pm
    OWWWWWWWWWW
    I KEEP COUGHING
    :(
    I NEEDA TO GET MY HEWDEE BAX FROM JeNNiFeR
    Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
    10:51 pm
    WHAT THE FUCK!?

    JESUS CHRIST IM FUCKING: CONFUSED/UPSET/MAD/BROKED KNUCKlE/SPLINTER over 1
    person..


    today was pretty fun though
    Monday, May 30th, 2005
    12:48 pm
    WHAT THE FUCK


    :-/

    Current Mood: indescribable
    Current Music: obession..then uh idk want to be a baller woof WOOF
    8:12 am
    i just woke up again..kinda tired bored hungry and thirsty

    Current Mood: dsduogfd
    Current Music: suburban life-kottmouth kings
    4:10 am
    well....
    its 4 in the morning..i cant sleep...

    i might go out and walk around...
    oh well if i get caught lol.....

    idk....
    Sunday, May 29th, 2005
    9:02 am
    yeah and if its true what some people are sayin and she treats them the way she treats me then FUCK THAT!

    Current Mood: confused
    Current Music: clint eastwood-gorillaz
    8:36 am
    oh shit..
    im tired
    i just woke uppppppppppppppppppppppppppp


    so yeah i gotta piss

    i wanna hang out wif jennjenn today
    she flirts with alot of people..too much..makes me jealous..oh well :-/
    guess i can't change that..
    shit its on in my room.. im gonna hav some fun today..

    4sero's ;)
    maybe some clon or nyq
    atleast it's not illegal :)

    shit i need to take a shower

    i wanna do somethin funnn today..if i remember today lolol..
    Thursday, May 26th, 2005
    7:07 pm
    awww too much wubway my tummeh hurts..yes wubway
    Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
    3:20 pm
    [ ] been drunk.
    [x] smoked pot.
    [X] kissed someone.:)
    [X] not gotten the girl who you wanted.
    [X] rode in a taxi.
    [x] been dumped.
    [x] shoplifted
    [ ] been fired.
    [x] been in a fist fight.
    [x] broken a bone.
    [x] got hit by a car.
    [ ] been arrested.
    [?] stole something from your school.
    [ ] celebrated new years in times square.
    [ ] went on a blind date.
    [X] lied to a friend.
    [ ] had a crush on a teacher.
    [ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
    [ ] been to europe.
    [X] skipped school.
    [ ] thrown up from drinking.
    [ ] lost your sibling
    [X] had a sleepover
    [X] went ice skating.
    [ ] had ur tonsils out.
    [ ] had a car.
    [ ] Totaled a car.

    Do you...

    [x] feel loved.
    [X] feel hated.
    [X] feel lonely.
    [x] feel happy.
    [X] sometimes hate yourself......
    [ ] think you're attractive.
    [x] have a dog.
    [X] have your own room.
    [ ] listen to Hawaiian Music.
    [X] listen to underground hip hop.
    [X] listen to rap.
    [X] listen to rock.ACDC, LED, Sabbath, Dead Kennedys, Hendrix?
    [X] listen to country.
    [x] listen to reggae.
    [X] listen to techno
    [X] have hobbies.
    [X] have more than 1 best friend
    [ ] get good grades.
    [ ] play an instrument
    [X] have slippers
    [x] wear boxers
    [ ] wear black eyeliner
    [x] like the color blue
    [X] like the color green
    [X] like to read
    [ ] like to write.
    [X] have long hair.
    [ ] have short hair.
    [X] have a cell phone.
    [x] have a laptop.
    [ ] have a pager.

    Are you...

    [x] ugly.
    [ ] pretty.
    [X] ok.
    [ ] Handsome
    [X] bored.
    [ ] happy.
    [?] bilingual.
    [x] Hawaiian.
    [x] Samoan.
    [x] Filipino.
    [x] Korean.
    [x] British.
    [X] white.
    [x] black.
    [x] mexican.
    [x] puerto rican.
    [x] asian.
    [x] short.
    [X] tall
    [X] realistic.
    [X] sick allergies
    [ ] mad
    [X] lazy.
    [X] jealous.
    [X] single
    [ ] taken.
    [X] looking.
    [ ] not looking.
    [X] talking to someone
    [x] IMing someone
    [X] scared to die
    [ ] horny.
    [X] tired.
    [X] sleepy.
    [ ] annoyed.
    [X] hungry.
    [X] thirsty.
    [ ] on the phone.
    [X] in your room.
    [ ] drinking something.
    [ ] eating something.
    [ ] in your pjs.
    [X] ticklish.
    [X] listening to music.
    3:18 pm
    oh noes

    wellllllllll
    theres these pills i used to take.. i was supposed to take 2 at night.. and i took 4 in the morning i slept first second third fourth and fifth hour went home and slep till 10:00 went back to sleep at 2.. fun?

    so yeah im bored and i landed a kickflip because i started skating again..
    Monday, May 23rd, 2005
    4:54 pm
    R O F L
    What do people really think about you?
    by Raven319
    Name
    Age
    favorite song
    Parents thinkYou're lazy
    Strangers thinkYou're smart
    Friends thinkYou talk too much
    Quiz created with MemeGen!
    Friday, May 13th, 2005
    10:26 pm
    akghfbvh ive been sick the last week and my bday was 3 days ago!!!
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