alone in the dark

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 07:02:03 GMT

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 16:49:13 GMT

yeah i just got back from Aarons party it was so fun
there was like 40 somethin people we had a huge mosh and this badn was there it was alright we skated at this car garage till like ..12:30 at night
some people broke into KFC and stole like a box of apple sauce and walkie talkies
yeah it was sweet

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 15:10:50 GMT

oh shit
i jsut woe up
im hungry
kinda
im bored
and i wanna hang out today
my back hurts who will massage me idk hwo to spell message or w/e

yeah

i ate like 4 twix bars...
vdu

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 01:00:25 GMT

wtf man...idk what to do.........

oh well...grrrrrrr :(:(:(

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 10:43:20 GMT

yeah..
it was so hot yesterday :(

i wanna hang out with someone this week anyoen wanna?

going to hell.err school

ttyl

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 00:22:06 GMT

My name is Jamie
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,

I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.

When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.

Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.

I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.

He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my day continues
With more bad words spoken...

"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Jamie
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.

There are thousands of kids out there just like Jamie.
And you can help.

Sickens me to my soul If you just read this and don't pass it on I pray for you, because you would have to be one heartless person to not be effected by this email. And because you are effected, do something about it!! All I am asking you to do, is take some time to send this on and acknowledge that this stuff does happen, and that people like her dad do live in our society, and I pray for child abuse to wither out and die, but also pray for the safety of our youth.

Please pass this poem on because as crazy as it might
sound, it might just indirectly change a life. Hey, you NEVER know.

Please send this on if you are
*~*AGAINST CHILD ABUSE*~*

Sounds like me. Ecept worse things, and I didn't die. Unfortunatley :(

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 00:18:46 GMT

yeah, life sucks. only time i'm happy is when i talk to

Saveria
Peter
Rachel
Rachel
Ben
Kevin
Mechy
Tina
Brittney
Lisa

and believe me thats nto alot because i talk to so many people in a school day

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 22:07:04 GMT

:(
im so sad
confused
lonely

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 21:44:46 GMT

OWWWWWWWWWW
I KEEP COUGHING
:(
I NEEDA TO GET MY HEWDEE BAX FROM JeNNiFeR

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 02:45:59 GMT

WHAT THE FUCK!?

JESUS CHRIST IM FUCKING: CONFUSED/UPSET/MAD/BROKED KNUCKlE/SPLINTER over 1
person..

today was pretty fun though

Mon, 30 May 2005 16:42:45 GMT

WHAT THE FUCK

:-/

Mon, 30 May 2005 12:06:02 GMT

i just woke up again..kinda tired bored hungry and thirsty

Mon, 30 May 2005 08:04:42 GMT

well....
its 4 in the morning..i cant sleep...

i might go out and walk around...
oh well if i get caught lol.....

idk....

Sun, 29 May 2005 12:57:27 GMT

yeah and if its true what some people are sayin and she treats them the way she treats me then FUCK THAT!

Sun, 29 May 2005 12:37:04 GMT

oh shit..
im tired
i just woke uppppppppppppppppppppppppppp

so yeah i gotta piss

i wanna hang out wif jennjenn today
she flirts with alot of people..too much..makes me jealous..oh well :-/
guess i can't change that..
shit its on in my room.. im gonna hav some fun today..

4sero's ;)
maybe some clon or nyq
atleast it's not illegal :)

shit i need to take a shower

i wanna do somethin funnn today..if i remember today lolol..

Thu, 26 May 2005 23:03:16 GMT

awww too much wubway my tummeh hurts..yes wubway

Wed, 25 May 2005 19:17:12 GMT

[ ] been drunk.
[x] smoked pot.
[X] kissed someone.:)
[X] not gotten the girl who you wanted.
[X] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[x] broken a bone.
[x] got hit by a car.
[ ] been arrested.
[?] stole something from your school.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[X] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[X] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling
[X] had a sleepover
[X] went ice skating.
[ ] had ur tonsils out.
[ ] had a car.
[ ] Totaled a car.

Do you...

[x] feel loved.
[X] feel hated.
[X] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[X] sometimes hate yourself......
[ ] think you're attractive.
[x] have a dog.
[X] have your own room.
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music.
[X] listen to underground hip hop.
[X] listen to rap.
[X] listen to rock.ACDC, LED, Sabbath, Dead Kennedys, Hendrix?
[X] listen to country.
[x] listen to reggae.
[X] listen to techno
[X] have hobbies.
[X] have more than 1 best friend
[ ] get good grades.
[ ] play an instrument
[X] have slippers
[x] wear boxers
[ ] wear black eyeliner
[x] like the color blue
[X] like the color green
[X] like to read
[ ] like to write.
[X] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[X] have a cell phone.
[x] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...

[x] ugly.
[ ] pretty.
[X] ok.
[ ] Handsome
[X] bored.
[ ] happy.
[?] bilingual.
[x] Hawaiian.
[x] Samoan.
[x] Filipino.
[x] Korean.
[x] British.
[X] white.
[x] black.
[x] mexican.
[x] puerto rican.
[x] asian.
[x] short.
[X] tall
[X] realistic.
[X] sick allergies
[ ] mad
[X] lazy.
[X] jealous.
[X] single
[ ] taken.
[X] looking.
[ ] not looking.
[X] talking to someone
[x] IMing someone
[X] scared to die
[ ] horny.
[X] tired.
[X] sleepy.
[ ] annoyed.
[X] hungry.
[X] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[X] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[ ] in your pjs.
[X] ticklish.
[X] listening to music.

Wed, 25 May 2005 19:13:30 GMT

oh noes

wellllllllll
theres these pills i used to take.. i was supposed to take 2 at night.. and i took 4 in the morning i slept first second third fourth and fifth hour went home and slep till 10:00 went back to sleep at 2.. fun?

so yeah im bored and i landed a kickflip because i started skating again..

Mon, 23 May 2005 20:47:35 GMT

R O F L

What do people really think about you? by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents think	You're lazy
Strangers think	You're smart
Friends think	You talk too much

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Sat, 14 May 2005 02:20:15 GMT

akghfbvh ive been sick the last week and my bday was 3 days ago!!!

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 22:09:01 GMT

Would you....
() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() screw around with me?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
() let me take you out to dinner?
() drive me for once cuz I always drive
() take a shower with me?
() be my bf?
() have a fling with me?
() Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
() buy me a drink like a smoothie (NON alcholic) or soda?
() take me home for the night?
() Would you let me sleep in your bed?
() Sing car karaoke w/ me?
() sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() Let me give you a piggyback ride?
() Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere

do you's
1. do you think im cute?
2. do you want to kiss me?
3. do you want to cuddle wit me?
4. do you want to hook up with me?

are we's
1. are we aquintences?
2. are we friends?
3. are we hook ups?
4. are we in a relationship?
5. are we gonna have kids?

am i's
1. am i smart?
2. am i cute?
3. am i funny?
4. am i cool?
5. am i the most brilliant person ever?

have you ever?
1. have you ever thought about me?
2. have you ever thought there might be an "us"?
3. have you ever thought about hookin up with me?
4. have you ever found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
5. have you ever wished i were there?

are you's
1. are you done with this survey ?
2. are you happy you know me?
3. are you mad at me?
4. are you thinkin bout me?
5. are you going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 21:39:16 GMT

take this new one, some questions are the same as before.
01. Who are you, what's our relationship?
02. How and where did we meet?
03. What's my middle name?
04. How long have you known me?
05. Tell me one good thing about myself?
06. When you first saw me, what was your impression?
07. My age?
08. Birthday?
09. My favorite band at the moment?
10. Colour eyes?
11. Do I have any siblings? (If so, how many and names)
12. Have you ever had a crush on me?
13. What's one of my favorite things to do?
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?
15. Describe me in 3 words?
16. Name 5 things I love?
17. Do you think I'm good looking?
18. How would you describe me to someone?
19. Would you ever date me?
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did?
21. What do you like most about me?
22. If we could spend a day together, what would we do?
23. Have we ever gotten in a fight?
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years..truthfully?
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it?
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?YOU DID IT
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be? you did it
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

oh shit, hellz yes

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 04:21:33 GMT

You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
brought to you by Quizilla

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 01:49:10 GMT

PLEASE SOMEONE HALP MEEEEEEEEEE IM DIEINGGGGGGGG

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 01:19:58 GMT

Would u.....

Strip for me?

Let me strip for you?

Give me a lap dance?

have sex with me?

go down on me?

let me go down on you?

69 me?

Do me in a public place?

Bring me home and do me in your bed?

in your parents bed?

in a car?

Take advantage of me if I was drunk?

Take advantage of me if i wasn't drunk?

Let me take adventage of you?

Touch me?

Let me touch you?

Hook up with me?

Kiss me?

**re-post to see what ppl wanna do with you** :)